Northern Star

Meaning! This bloody meaning we keep searching for!

You open your eyes in the morning. Something urges you to wake up, to do something, to satisfy your personal needs (no matter how lazy you are, at the end you do open your eyes, sorry people). Now, you get up, brush your teeth maybe, eat some breakfast; a good plate of ‘Coco Pops’ and milk will do. Yet what is it, what is it that gives us desire to live and go on seeking for more and more, and have this feeling, that, well that, that NEVER, NO, absolutely NEVER ENOUGH! No such word in our dictionary as ENOUGH!
Why? Why do you choose to live? Is it, fear of death and the unknown (or maybe known, depends on what you convinced yourself about the truth), is it to fulfill a dream or two, is it to live for your beloved ones, is it to enjoy life no matter what and play with the toys of life so not to get bored until the time comes to say good-bye, is it to continue the way of nature and the world, or maybe, maybe is it just to… well I don’t know, just something!

Life is a show (with spotlights, stages, actors and scripts), when what we are, is a combination of what we sense analyzed with the past and thoughts that we have built in our mind over ‘time’. We live to adapt, we are a ‘mask lovers’ lot.

Personally, a meaning in life is not what I search for, na, I lied, I do search for it like every little and big bastard living this ‘mortal’ world does (don’t take mortal seriously I don’t mean it), it is what makes us human after all, a desire, venom of want endlessly flowing in our blood and circulating our poor and fragile body.
I have a northern star, guiding me on my way. No compass and no map though, no clear destination. I follow this northern star which gets carried with the wind of change. Sometimes it shines hard sometimes it shines dimly, yet it is this northern star that keeps me alive, keeps me wanting to live. Because a human without his northern star, is like, is like, a monkey without a banana, is like an elephant without the mouse trauma, is like Jerry without cheese, is like Disney without Lion King (imagine Disney without Lion King, do you see how DRAMATIC this is?!!)!

“So, ahoy, lads! Open sails, winds blowing, star shining harder than ever, let the waves rage and let us raise a glass at them doubtful dark nights. Cosmic sailors we are, remember, lads! The bards shall sing our journeys and tales, we die, yet they remain! So, cheers! Keep your eyes open and ears sharp, you will hear us and you shall see us! We live to die and die to live! We live our own personal and brilliant lie! We are a form of energy, we are those bloody creatures called human beings! Here we go!!!”