Hide and Seek

Flowery ashes decorating her dress

The unwanted satisfying pain

I want to run, but I cannot stop watching

Heart took control

The shouts are not enough, any other beauty is dead

Her flowery dress of thorns is feeding my vision

And  the shadows are  comforting comparing to her touch

If I had the strength I would have told it all

I would have told her

How her beauty had outcast all others’

How her smile made the room spin with joy

How I only saw her in an empty world

How her touch made me shiver with excitement 

How her voice was building a meaning which took over my life

A dream kills me, again and again

You can’t forget, you can only try to hide it

Overcome with satisfying unwanted feelings

This water is dust in my mouth

A promise that will not come true

What can I do, how can you run
from something that exists only in your mind

I am the only one who can help myself

I am the only one who understands me

Please, just help me find a good hiding place

A  good hiding place, I cannot seek again …